Cycles

I’m not in the mood for complicated
score the new                                             stuff
I’ll take ‘basic’
‘beginner’
I’ll take ‘below average’
this moment

where it doesn’t matter what I’m doing or why I’m doing it
just that it’s late
I should probably sleep
where I can dream                 om us
and let 2 and 2 be 4 for one
moment

I’m not in the mood for improbability
or doubts
or worrying
I know what it means to be wrong
but I can settle for what isn’t quite right
I don’t need to quander the fine line between them
or why any of it should mean anything
just a moment
one

only nothing consumes;
I’m busy
with the tomorrows and the yesterdays and the shoulds and the could and the would haves
but I’m not in the mood for that
so why can’t you be here?
I’m not in the mood for empty
so let me be full again

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